Wheels Up : On Her Own

I am my mother's child, but even she probably didn't imagine the free spirit that she would birth. Three years ago she told me that by the time she was my age she was married and had already traveled most of Europe.  Her stories always fascinated me and so I built my bucket list.. Still, the surprise in her voice when I told her 4 cities, 2 weeks, South Africa. Solo. Dolo.  She probably  asked why. I don't quite remember because she asked tons of questions subsequently, but  my mother did exactly what a mom does and began pleading the blood and giving instructions that I will heed. I taught her how to Skype, left my intinerary, let Zo take a picture of me just in case (as he says) and our hugs goodbye that morning was all love. On the drive to the airport I told him that I wanted to push myself outside of my comfort zone and he shook his head and laughed, "South Africa!?! " Then he prayed. We prayed. He took my picture after putting my luggage on the sidewalk and when I turned back one last time he was already watching me and smiling.

My bestie, Natasha, was with me every step of the way from her work desk until lift off. She reminded me to buy a blanket, took down my itinerary and threatened to harass the hotel if she doesn't hear from me by tomorrow (today).  Got to love the ones who love you.

Check in was a breeze and as I sat down by the departure  gate the Hawaiian themed "I'm Yours" began playing at the bar. My mood: Optimistic. I viewed the plane as it sat on the tarmac with the South African flag kissing its tail. A young lady with a brown brim hat topping her short cropped locks sat right near me and we gave each other knowing smiles just before I doubled back to buy that blanket and the take a shot of Makers Mark right before that last call for boarding. 14 hours straight, no rush. I've been thinking about this for two months but I finally got my nerve on Friday to purchase the ticket. I knew once I purchased that ticket it would all be real. When the wheels went up, the tears came down and when my feet touched this Mother land, my spirit rejoiced. Selma showing on the small screen was ever so fitting. Being able to see God's Window right after checking in and going on early morning Safari was priceless. Being in the land that birthed greatness, resilience and the strength that runs through our veins feeds the soul.  It's  just Me and God. My birthday gift to self. 4 cities, 2 weeks, Solo dolo. #mamaImadeit #Journey #Motherland #Living #Carpediem